STOP TEXTING!!!

Sorry I have left you guys hangin' but everytime something happens that would be great blog material I either forget it or when I get time to sit down I would rather just relax. I'm sure you can relate.

Quite a bit has happened the past few days. First of all, Chris and I are STILL waiting on our tax refund. WTF! First it was the 15th, then the 21st, and now its the 28th  :/  If we owed the government taxes you best believe they would be right at our door but they are going to take their sweet time giving us our refund. blah. Hello Uncle Sam I have plans with that moolah!

Finally went to the doctor, and got some blah news. My blood pressure was super high 143/108. Soooo, I have to keep track of my bp this week and go back this Friday. Hoping that they will just tell me to lose weight and exercise and not put me on medication. I'm 24 for God sake! I know I'm overweight (morbidly obese according to the doc) but I don't feel like a whale. I don't weigh 300 or 500 pounds. Geesh... It's hard being healthy and I've always struggled with my weight, but I've never really lacked self-confidence. I like being big. Granted I am not happy with my current weight  :/  but I don't want to be skinny minny. Bigger boobs would be nice though.

Then she tells me that if my labs come back ok then she will send me to an OB/GYN to figure out why periods are irregular.... in a way I'm glad that I finally have the health coverage to go to a doc for my period probs. On the other hand, I'm scared. My biggest fear is that they will tell me I'm broken. "You can't have children". I can't even find a word that would describe how inadequate or how less like a woman I would feel... Women who don't want a child, get an abortion, give their child up for adoption, or have a child and don't take the best care of that child.... Why is it so easy for those women? All I know is that if you don't have a period you don't ovulate and if you don't ovulate you don't have babies. Hopefully, whatever is wrong with my reproductive system is an easy fix *fingers crossed*

On a lighter note!!!! My best friend Rachel Clark is expecting :) I am SO VERY happy for her. She and her husband have had some very rough times the past year, and I admire both of them for staying so strong and devoted to one another through it all. They will be excellent parents, I have no doubt. And I can't wait to have a wittle baby to play with :)

Ok so we have all heard of the "Don't text and drive" campaign that Oprah has made so popular right? Well, I'm not in any way condoning texting and driving. It is bad. I get it. However! We all do distracting things while we drive. For example: text, call, pick your nose (lol), change the radio station, dig thru a purse, eat, drink, hand your kid something in the back seat.... the list could go on and on... So what I'm trying to get at is that ONE: we should be concerned with distractions in general while we drive and that TWO: I am an ADULT and the last thing I want is for another ADULT to YELL at me in the school pick up line thru his open window for me to "STOP TEXTING!". Hello A-HOLE how do you know I'm texting?! Are you in the car with me?! Are you sitting in my lap?! I don't think so. So shut your big red neck mouth. I bet he stuffs that lip full of Grizzly Wintergreen while he drives. Why don't I start a campaign of "Don't dip and drive"? Prick. No wonder I have high blood pressure.

Love my life though.

Well if you guys have any heart healthy recipes hand them over. Looks like I've got some weight to lose. lol.

Where my Cheerios at?!

OMG I almost forgot! Speaking of babies!!!! My store manager is expecting another baby. Why is this so cool? He will be 60 next month and his wife is 35 :) They have a 9 year old daughter now. The current bun in the oven was not planned, but they are both very excited and he is quite a bit nervous. lol. Very cute!

Well, kids are doing great. Can't believe this school year is almost over. I have to admit I'm ready for summer break. Trips downtown. Vacation. Sun. Pool. Margarita........ *drooling*

Gabe's birthday is Thursday. 10 years old. wow. in 10 more years he will be 20. I have so many dreams for him :) and am so proud of him. I love my blondie.

Think it's past time I showered. I am STILL wearing my uniform (stay too busy). More later :)