2012!

Well I must say that 2011 was quite an eventful year for me. At its beginning I was still living with my room mate Josie and by the end I was married to Chris :) No kids then kids. lol. Life happens. One thing I really struggled with in 2011 was faults... Yes, I actually have them. lol. jk. I will be the first to admit that I am a judgemental person. Somewhat overbearing. Superiority complex..... I'm not perfect :/ but it's not with everyone that I'm like this. Just a select few...

SO...

In 2012 I'm going to try my hardest to check myself when I feel the swells of Superiority building up. I know I'm better than that :) I can't change people, and no amount of me snooting them and looking down on them is going to change them. Just so you know I don't judge people for things they can't help but the things they can ( I can see the potential in everyone!) SO! Like I said I'm going to try very hard  to either make a positive impact or just deal.

On to other things :) I'm so excited for 2012. So many things going on this year :) First of all... TAX SEASON! rakin rakin rakin in the moolah. lol. Of course it is already spent but we have big plans with our refund. Pay off the debt! yay! and... Fix up the house! bigger yay! I will be so SO glad to get rid of these 2 MAJOR stresses :) Can we say house warming party at The Gilberts?! Cocktail Weenies anyone?!

Then allllll my fave kids birthdays :) Gabe's is March 1st. Joey's is on the 21st and Mary and Ethans is on the 25th :) I'm ready to start planning now! Partay. They are all growing so fast. It makes me sad. I know things happen for a reason and all in due time, but I've made the comment to Chris before that it makes me sad that I didn't get to have them as babies too :( it feels like I've missed out to a certain extent.

Also, as of this week I'll be working on beginning to substitute teach at Rockspring Elem. Really excited! It'll be much more convenient as far as the kids are concerned AND I'll be at home more!

It amazes me how far my life and myself have come in just a short while (one year). I think back to when being the life of the party, going to parties, bars, and clubs was what consumed my life. When being on the dating market was how I liked it and when being Ms. Independent was ME. Don't get me wrong I'm not some mousy house wife. lol. Things are just so different now. I wouldn't change anything. I can't wait to watch my step-kids grow up and become intelligent and educated adults. And to grow old (er) with my *no words can describe him* husband :)

2012 is going to be an awesome year. I can feel it! I got a feeling! And as far as the "Letting go" thing. Just say a little prayer for me. lol. I'm going to need it :)